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Well. Came out to my friend last night. And it consisted of her completely freaking out and crying for over 2 hours and saying “you lied” and “you deceived me” over and over and over. I don’t think a person realizes how much saying that to someone else (who just let their walls down and are completely vulnerable) can really hurt them. She proceeded to ask what my “real” name was and say that she doesn’t even know my name and I was trying my best to not get angry. She may not admit it but I know she liked me or at least cared for me a lot which is probably why she freaked out so much. She joked around about us having gorgeous babies and now she’s like “that can’t even happen.” And the worst part is that she said that it changes everything and nothing will ever be the same. Which I’m guessing is code for “I don’t and never want to date you now.” She also said that she needed a few days to get over it, which probably means that now her friends and therapist know about it. And that our friendship will never be the same or she’s just going to do what everyone else did and fade away. And I really hope that doesn’t happen, I would give anything to know how to make this better.
